[ Though that pricks at him, too β not guilt at having made his choice and suffered the personal consequence, butβ knowing it means the road will be harder. For Zaun. For Jinx, if and when she returns, especially if what Caitlyn says is true (and he has no reason to believe it isnβt). ]
It is the right of the child to outstrip the parent. Besides, it hardly matters to you what I think, doesnβt it?
[The response leaves her unsatisfied, perhaps because it's so stoicly uncombative. What did she expect, really — that Silco would invite her to a gun fight? He's not like that. He's more careful, more insidious than Jinx. Perhaps that's why together they proved such a dangerous combination.]
What are you up to here? I'd never believe that a man like you would remain... idle, too long.
Even if that was my intention, and even if I were foolish enough to admit it, you'd be crawling back out of your grave within the week. Hardly incentive enough for me to pull a trick like that.
So it's true, then. The dead come back to life. Clearly, with you, I just thought...
[She doesn't finish that sentence, glaring instead at the screen. That what? Perhaps time had distorted itself, or Silco hadn't really died. It's not the strangest thing she has ever heard of happening.]
Never mind. Keep your invitation, I'm not interested in mingling with the likes of you. Jinx is the one I want.
[As expected of a parent, that reply. The fury alights in her, then goes through her body like a ripple of flame — and is extinguished by something dimly tired, a kind of feeling of uselessness. Why is that Jinx gets to have Silco here, when Jinx is the reason Caitlyn will never see her mother again? Isn't that unfair? Isn't that wrong?
And they expect Caitlyn to treat them neutrally, to no longer have a desire for revenge or retribution, because there is no point to death. They must enjoy being in this place, because they get to be together while Caitlyn has no one. Not her mother, not her father, not Jayce — not Violet. She's alone, while Jinx and Silco get to enjoy their little business venture and each other's company. It feels like a rock in her stomach, heavy and dark.]
There's the Silco that I knew — the one who ruled a city from behind the curtain, not caring if he hurt people to achieve his goals. Don't forget again that I am your enemy, not your friend. I don't want your drinks. I don't want anything to do with either of you.
[ He can see the root of that flame, if only in the clinical way a mathematician might regard two equations with the same solution. He feels no pity β just emptiness where empathy ought to be. ]
I've never forgotten it, Commander. You, and the rest of the dogs intent on keeping your boots on the throats of those you consider lesser β what kind of friendship is there to be had in such inequity?
But thank you for setting terms. If you want nothing to do with us, then keep your distance.
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Zaun is more than just one man.
[ Though that pricks at him, too β not guilt at having made his choice and suffered the personal consequence, butβ knowing it means the road will be harder. For Zaun. For Jinx, if and when she returns, especially if what Caitlyn says is true (and he has no reason to believe it isnβt). ]
It is the right of the child to outstrip the parent. Besides, it hardly matters to you what I think, doesnβt it?
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What are you up to here? I'd never believe that a man like you would remain... idle, too long.
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[She doesn't finish that sentence, glaring instead at the screen. That what? Perhaps time had distorted itself, or Silco hadn't really died. It's not the strangest thing she has ever heard of happening.]
Never mind. Keep your invitation, I'm not interested in mingling with the likes of you. Jinx is the one I want.
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And they expect Caitlyn to treat them neutrally, to no longer have a desire for revenge or retribution, because there is no point to death. They must enjoy being in this place, because they get to be together while Caitlyn has no one. Not her mother, not her father, not Jayce — not Violet. She's alone, while Jinx and Silco get to enjoy their little business venture and each other's company. It feels like a rock in her stomach, heavy and dark.]
There's the Silco that I knew — the one who ruled a city from behind the curtain, not caring if he hurt people to achieve his goals. Don't forget again that I am your enemy, not your friend. I don't want your drinks. I don't want anything to do with either of you.
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I've never forgotten it, Commander. You, and the rest of the dogs intent on keeping your boots on the throats of those you consider lesser β what kind of friendship is there to be had in such inequity?
But thank you for setting terms. If you want nothing to do with us, then keep your distance.
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[ok bye she's running after jinx with a knife πͺπͺπͺ]