[ Maybe, once, he'd have thought the same thing β that not making too much of a mark might make it easier to leave. But as he looks down the paths set out before him, that particular lead disappears into darkness. There's no leaving for him, not really. Justβ a more permanent end. (Only Jinx knows that. He hasn't brought it up with anyone else, hasn't made any allusions toward his death, but it hangs like an anchor from his neck, turning this place not just into a prison but a final lease on life.)
As Shadowheart sits, Silco picks out a garter, fingers running over the little bow that serves as its focal point. Her words don't stop him cold β though his ear strains after the whisper-silk of her voice β but they're a call back to earth, back to something warm and vital after the glance he'd spared toward the cold of death. ]
How funny, [ he says, deliberately lightly, as he turns back toward her. He doesn't move quickly, per se, but he moves without hesitation, dropping to one knee (demanded, given the context β it'd be more ungainly for him to try this any other way, craning down in some futile attempt to preserve his dignity) in front of her, the garter clip coming loose in his hand.
His touch is a little more certain this time β has to be, when putting on something so snug in fit β looping the garter around her thigh, making sure he's not pinching her skin as he pulls it closed.
Then, catching her gaze as he completes the thought: ] I thought of you, too.
[ But he doesn't stay on his knee for long, instead rising to his feet and casting a nod toward the nearest mirror. ]
[ There's an anticipatory swoop in Shadowheart's belly as Silco drops to one knee, and she spreads her own legs for ease of access, breath soft through her nose as he fastens the garter. She watches his face, close enough now to get the measure of his scar, deep lines tracing the contours of his temple and cheekbone like rivers through rock.
And powder settled in them, the color of his skin. Something about that softens her to him: vulnerability, in covering a perceived weakness. A subtler armor than chainmail or leather.
As Silco begins to rise, Shadowheart reaches for the tie at his throat; doesn't pull him to her or back down, just lets the fabric slip through her fingers as she holds his gaze.
She stands, at the question, and steps in front of the mirror. Armored herself, in a way, with garments of Silco's choosing. ]
Hmm. [ A thoughtful sound, as Shadowheart smooths her hands over her stomach and hips, glancing at him through the mirror, ] I think I should let you dress me more often.
[ The air is thick. Different from the tension of endless negotiations with the Chem-Barons for the fact that he hasn't thought about intimacy β about sex and attraction β or made any room for it in his immediate orbit until arriving here. It hadn't been necessary, but hereβ it's all there is. He resists swallowing as her hand finds his tie, keeping himself still until they're both back on their feet.
Once again, his reflection flickers like a shadow in the mirror, his eye almost seeming to glow as he finds her gaze again. ]
It'd be my pleasure.
[ And then, as if they haven't been stepping oh-so-carefully around flirtation since the first moment they ran into each other (as if this isn't the date in question): ]
[ Shadowheart turns, perhaps with the thought of leaving. There is no other date, obviously: though what Silco doesn't know is that there isn't anyone else she's sought out like this, initiating and coming back for more.
It is easier to look at it slightly askance: through the mirror, side-stepped, some cards kept close to the chest. Pleasure is currency, here, and Shadowheart doesn't mind it so long as she's herself. Choosing her desires, rather than having them picked for her.
But instead of brushing past him, Shadowheart closes the distance with a click of her heels on the polished floor. She presses her palms to his chest, slips slender fingers to the knot of his tie again, then her thumb to the center of his chin.
Voice low, ]
I wouldn't mind being kept by you, Silco.
[ Her eyes on his, and then his mouth, and she's lifting up on her toes for a kiss. ]
[ It's a bold declaration, somehow even more striking than her careful undressing in front of him, than the touches that skirt the edges of intimacy. Tension drawn specifically from the strange wellspring of this place, when none would dare speak to him this way β let alone touch him β in the whole of Zaun and Piltover both. (Only Jinx, always Jinx, the curlicue scribbled over his grid of straight lines.) But motion pulls through him like a surfacing echo, his hand coming to rest at the small of her back, a point of pressure to keep her suspended in the air as their lips meet.
He should, he thinks, close his eyes. It occurs to him as he watches hers flutter shut, the whole of her softening as she leans into him. But it only crosses his mind in the way that people consider fixing a creaky door and then put it off β he looks at her instead, at the pretty set of her features and the scar that runs from her nose and over her cheek. Hints at the hard life he knows she veils, at odds with the softness he catches in the odd falter or the pillow of her lips.
The kiss is a tide. The wash of a wave over fine sand on its crest, gentle in its fall back to the sea.
He doesn't pull back straight away, letting her keep him there with the hold she has on his chin. ]
Wouldn't you, now?
[ Rhetorical β a question to be answered more fully when they've more between them than a few meetings. ]
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As Shadowheart sits, Silco picks out a garter, fingers running over the little bow that serves as its focal point. Her words don't stop him cold β though his ear strains after the whisper-silk of her voice β but they're a call back to earth, back to something warm and vital after the glance he'd spared toward the cold of death. ]
How funny, [ he says, deliberately lightly, as he turns back toward her. He doesn't move quickly, per se, but he moves without hesitation, dropping to one knee (demanded, given the context β it'd be more ungainly for him to try this any other way, craning down in some futile attempt to preserve his dignity) in front of her, the garter clip coming loose in his hand.
His touch is a little more certain this time β has to be, when putting on something so snug in fit β looping the garter around her thigh, making sure he's not pinching her skin as he pulls it closed.
Then, catching her gaze as he completes the thought: ] I thought of you, too.
[ But he doesn't stay on his knee for long, instead rising to his feet and casting a nod toward the nearest mirror. ]
Well? What do you think?
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And powder settled in them, the color of his skin. Something about that softens her to him: vulnerability, in covering a perceived weakness. A subtler armor than chainmail or leather.
As Silco begins to rise, Shadowheart reaches for the tie at his throat; doesn't pull him to her or back down, just lets the fabric slip through her fingers as she holds his gaze.
She stands, at the question, and steps in front of the mirror. Armored herself, in a way, with garments of Silco's choosing. ]
Hmm. [ A thoughtful sound, as Shadowheart smooths her hands over her stomach and hips, glancing at him through the mirror, ] I think I should let you dress me more often.
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Once again, his reflection flickers like a shadow in the mirror, his eye almost seeming to glow as he finds her gaze again. ]
It'd be my pleasure.
[ And then, as if they haven't been stepping oh-so-carefully around flirtation since the first moment they ran into each other (as if this isn't the date in question): ]
Don't let me keep you. Your date will be waiting.
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It is easier to look at it slightly askance: through the mirror, side-stepped, some cards kept close to the chest. Pleasure is currency, here, and Shadowheart doesn't mind it so long as she's herself. Choosing her desires, rather than having them picked for her.
But instead of brushing past him, Shadowheart closes the distance with a click of her heels on the polished floor. She presses her palms to his chest, slips slender fingers to the knot of his tie again, then her thumb to the center of his chin.
Voice low, ]
I wouldn't mind being kept by you, Silco.
[ Her eyes on his, and then his mouth, and she's lifting up on her toes for a kiss. ]
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He should, he thinks, close his eyes. It occurs to him as he watches hers flutter shut, the whole of her softening as she leans into him. But it only crosses his mind in the way that people consider fixing a creaky door and then put it off β he looks at her instead, at the pretty set of her features and the scar that runs from her nose and over her cheek. Hints at the hard life he knows she veils, at odds with the softness he catches in the odd falter or the pillow of her lips.
The kiss is a tide. The wash of a wave over fine sand on its crest, gentle in its fall back to the sea.
He doesn't pull back straight away, letting her keep him there with the hold she has on his chin. ]
Wouldn't you, now?
[ Rhetorical β a question to be answered more fully when they've more between them than a few meetings. ]